(;GM[1]FF[4]SZ[19]AP[SmartGo:0.9.0.1]CA[UTF-8]GN[2021-03-05_lzrby-okayGO-hardest_ever]PW[lzrby]WR[5k]PB[okayGO]BR[3k]DT[2021-03-05]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]KM[6.5]RE[B+6.50]RU[Japanese]ST[2]TM[1500.0]OT[5x50 byo-yomi]C[lzrby [5k]: Hellolzrby [5k]: gg gl[This is the hardest game I've ever played... we played for almost 2 hours! Totally different level]];B[pp]BL[1481.6];W[qd]WL[1490.3]C[okayGO [3k]: Hi Izrby];B[dd]BL[1465.9];W[dp]WL[1485.6];B[od]BL[1464.7];W[oc]WL[1475.2]C[okayGO [3k]: how come there is no handi?];B[nc]BL[1453.2];W[pc]WL[1472.4];B[nd]BL[1450.7]C[lzrby [5k]: I set it so I play white];W[qf]WL[1462.7]C[okayGO [3k]: I see];B[jd]BL[1443.3];W[qn]WL[1456.4];B[nq]BL[1435.4];W[rp]WL[1443.7];B[qq]BL[1430.1];W[qk]WL[1441.4];B[fq]BL[1428.5];W[cn]WL[1423.8]C[okayGO [3k]: where are you from?];B[fo]BL[1399.6];W[dr]WL[1400.2];B[cl]BL[1397.7]C[[Was debating C10 or C11 or "C14"]];W[cf]WL[1362.2];B[ci]BL[1392.9];W[cc]WL[1358.2];B[cd]BL[1390.0];W[dc]WL[1351.1];B[ed]BL[1387.5];W[bd]WL[1349.0];B[be]BL[1385.4];W[bc]WL[1346.7];B[bf]BL[1383.3];W[fc]WL[1340.5];B[gd]BL[1348.3];W[gc]WL[1331.1];B[hd]BL[1344.8](;W[lb]WL[1328.6]C[lzrby [5k]: whoops didn't see your messagelzrby [5k]: North America];B[hb]BL[1265.2];W[hq]WL[1295.4];B[hr]BL[1188.8];W[iq]WL[1272.5];B[ir]BL[1183.9];W[jq]WL[1270.8];B[ho]BL[1147.5];W[ko]WL[1197.1];B[on]BL[1140.0]C[okayGO [3k]: I am from Vermont[burned a lot of time thinking about the next move... was initially going to go with P9, but felt it would let black put pressure on my bottom white group]];W[oo]WL[1126.3];B[no]BL[1128.6]C[[cut or not?]];W[mn]WL[1066.2];B[qi]BL[1095.9];W[oj]WL[1047.9];B[ol]BL[1007.1]C[[yet another long decision... I knew that R8 was a cutting point for black to exploit]];W[pn]WL[968.9];B[nn]BL[979.6]C[[Another long decision... N7 versus taking care of the weakness at R8?]];W[pj]WL[882.8];B[ql]BL[975.7];W[pl]WL[871.7];B[pm]BL[973.9];W[rl]WL[860.8]C[[Maybe "R7" would've been better for this move...]];B[qm]BL[960.7];W[rm]WL[858.6];B[pk]BL[959.7];W[qj]WL[853.1];B[ph]BL[946.5];W[ok]WL[848.5]C[[mistake... realized right after playing]];B[mm]BL[934.9];W[lm]WL[827.8];B[ln]BL[871.1];W[kn]WL[824.7];B[mo]BL[867.8];W[ll]WL[796.0];B[po]BL[865.7];W[rn]WL[764.9];B[jm]BL[862.4];W[im]WL[746.6];B[jl]BL[839.9]C[[long decision centered around the aji at L7]];W[il]WL[718.3];B[jn]BL[837.0];W[in]WL[680.7];B[io]BL[824.9];W[jo]WL[676.5];B[jk]BL[819.0]C[[Thought for a long time on whether I should extend or jump at F8 or jump at M10]];W[ik]WL[613.7];B[jj]BL[773.5];W[ij]WL[585.1];B[em]BL[769.3];W[ji]WL[573.3];B[ki]BL[749.0];W[kj]WL[566.5];B[kk]BL[715.0];W[lj]WL[555.8];B[ii]BL[641.0];W[jh]WL[553.3];B[hi]BL[638.7]C[okayGO [3k]: oops..[thought for a long time at this move... if they pushed up at L12, would I be able to contain it? It centered around whether I would have enough liberties to win the capturing race for group at K8. Also, what about H13?]];W[mf]WL[403.3]C[[proud of this move hehe... "P14" and M16 are miai... brilliant play :)))]];B[of]BL[629.1];W[ld]WL[397.6];B[nk]BL[620.3];W[mj]WL[354.4];B[nj]BL[618.6];W[ni]WL[346.1];B[kh]BL[604.5];W[jg]WL[320.5];B[kg]BL[579.4];W[jf]WL[302.4];B[kf]BL[558.5];W[ke]WL[292.3];B[je]BL[556.6];W[lk]WL[287.4]C[[Make sure liberties are enough to win the capturing race]];B[mg]BL[543.3]C[[Burned a lot of time thinking about the next move]];W[lf]WL[125.1];B[mh]BL[507.8]C[lzrby [5k]: well played];W[ng]WL[65.9];B[nh]BL[504.3];W[oh]WL[64.1];B[og]BL[503.0];W[nf]WL[59.5];B[oi]BL[497.4];W[mi]WL[49.7]C[lzrby [5k]: oops];B[nb]BL[481.3];W[kc]WL[50.0]OW[4];B[jb]BL[375.5]C[lzrby [5k]: nice play];W[oe]WL[50.0]OW[3]C[okayGO [3k]: I hope I will still like it in 5 minlzrby [5k]: haha];B[pe]BL[353.1];W[ne]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[pd]BL[350.3];W[pf]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[qe]BL[345.9];W[rf]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[re]BL[333.3];W[rh]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[ri]BL[307.5];W[rj]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[qh]BL[281.6];W[rg]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[sh]BL[261.8];W[sj]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[si]BL[251.3];W[pi]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[oh]BL[237.5];W[lh]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[lg]BL[233.1];W[li]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[le]BL[216.2];W[me]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[md]BL[214.2];W[le]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[kd]BL[212.4];W[lc]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[sf]BL[182.3]C[lzrby [5k]: hahahalzrby [5k]: you found itlzrby [5k]: well doneokayGO [3k]: :-)];W[sg]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[se]BL[178.2];W[qb]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[rc]BL[174.0];W[qc]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[rb]BL[154.5];W[rd]WL[50.0]OW[3];B[sd]BL[123.9]C[okayGO [3k]: getting tight for you];W[ob]WL[50.0]OW[2];B[pa]BL[80.5];W[ra]WL[50.0]OW[1];B[qa]BL[12.6];W[na]WL[50.0]OW[1];B[ma]BL[50.0]OB[4]C[okayGO [3k]: very, very close...];W[sb]WL[50.0]OW[1]C[lzrby [5k]: yes haha];B[sc]BL[50.0]OB[4];W[mb]WL[50.0]OW[1];B[oa]BL[50.0]OB[4]C[okayGO [3k]: this was very lucky on my partlzrby [5k]: haha not just luck];W[fk]WL[50.0]OW[1];B[if]BL[50.0]OB[4];W[km]WL[50.0]OW[1];B[ig]BL[50.0]OB[4];W[kl]WL[50.0]OW[1];B[fi]BL[50.0]OB[4]C[[started to think about how to approach the rest of the game... I was running out of time in byo-yomi, so I just pushed to gain more time];W[fd]WL[50.0]OW[1];B[fe]BL[50.0]OB[4]C[Wasn't sure if I could find a way to cut at J17 or not... so just pinched to help assist with a play at around E11];W[ff]WL[50.0]OW[1]C[okayGO [3k]: I added some time...lzrby [5k]: Blesslzrby [5k]: Thank you so muchlzrby [5k]: I'm seriously shaking right now hahalzrby [5k]: I'll add some time for you as well];B[ee]BL[50.0]OB[4]C[okayGO [3k]: ty];W[bg]WL[16.9]C[Idea wasn't fully formed in my head, but I was trying to somehow prepare for cutting off the black group on the lower left ];B[ce]BL[38.5];W[ei]WL[50.0]OW[4];B[fj]BL[9.1];W[ek]WL[50.0]OW[4];B[ej]BL[50.0]OB[5];W[dk]WL[50.0]OW[4];B[dj]BL[50.0]OB[5];W[ck]WL[50.0]OW[4];B[jr]BL[50.0]OB[5]C[[burned a lot of time... was trying to read into L2, M2, and M3. But realized that I should really get some assistance on the other side at "G2"]];W[gr]WL[50.0]OW[2]C[lzrby [5k]: Ok can we each add until it's 10 minutes pls?okayGO [3k]: one more?lzrby [5k]: Sure];B[fr]BL[584.2];W[gq]WL[744.1];B[gs]BL[581.7];W[kr]WL[713.3];B[do]BL[631.4];W[co]WL[705.9];B[gl]BL[609.0];W[gk]WL[693.2];B[hl]BL[593.6]C[lzrby [5k]: thanksokayGO [3k]: you really must be shaking...lzrby [5k]: yesssslzrby [5k]: hahahalzrby [5k]: very much[burned a ton of time trying to figure this out... so complicated and so many combinations!]](;W[fn]WL[558.4];B[ep]BL[579.2]C[lzrby [5k]: wowlzrby [5k]: nice playokayGO [3k]: I am fine with undo in case of mis click...lzrby [5k]: sorry sorrylzrby [5k]: no more undookayGO [3k]: but I do not want to make this try/error gamelzrby [5k]: yeslzrby [5k]: yeslzrby [5k]: understoodlzrby [5k]: you are the toughest opponent I've played in a while hehelzrby [5k]: I apprecaite the patience](;W[dq]WL[454.8]C[lzrby [5k]: alrightlzrby [5k]: for better or for worse[honestly, I was super lucky that they let me undo that last move... so close]];B[gn]BL[513.5];W[gp]WL[410.5];B[hk]BL[463.5];W[hj]WL[403.9];B[gj]BL[451.8];W[bl]WL[400.8]C[okayGO [3k]: you do want to make this difficult for me...lzrby [5k]: I can add more time if you wantlzrby [5k]: :)[I had this move in mind from the beginning :) ]];B[fm]BL[357.0];W[hm]WL[392.1];B[cm]BL[328.3];W[bm]WL[383.3];B[dn]BL[325.8];W[en]WL[380.8]C[lzrby [5k]: closelzrby [5k]: I was scared for a moment];B[bj]BL[306.6];W[bk]WL[373.8];B[lr]BL[305.8];W[ks]WL[367.8];B[eb]BL[300.5];W[ec]WL[355.3];B[fb]BL[297.7];W[gb]WL[349.9];B[ga]BL[294.9];W[db]WL[346.1];B[fa]BL[276.3];W[ab]WL[338.9];B[ba]BL[260.9];W[ca]WL[337.3];B[rq]BL[248.2];W[sp]WL[317.6];B[sq]BL[243.1];W[lq]WL[278.2];B[mr]BL[238.8];W[nl]WL[251.6];B[ad]BL[222.2];W[bb]WL[248.4];B[cj]BL[183.4];W[mq]WL[228.1];B[ih]BL[178.0];W[jj]WL[225.4];B[nm]BL[171.2];W[ml]WL[220.1];B[lo]BL[166.2];W[np]WL[210.2];B[mp]BL[159.1];W[nr]WL[207.0];B[kp]BL[124.6];W[jp]WL[204.9];B[lp]BL[122.1];W[kq]WL[202.6];B[op]BL[120.1]C[lzrby [5k]: nice tesuji];W[or]WL[190.4];B[pr]BL[118.1];W[oq]WL[172.2];B[np]BL[81.5];W[pl]WL[162.3];B[om]BL[79.2];W[ps]WL[136.1];B[qs]BL[69.0];W[ms]WL[131.3];B[os]BL[67.3];W[ls]WL[121.2];B[pq]BL[63.0];W[ns]WL[118.8];B[ps]BL[61.0];W[aj]WL[96.4];B[ai]BL[51.1];W[ak]WL[94.9];B[hc]BL[40.2];W[da]WL[88.1]C[[I didn't want to do a ko fight... brain was already so tight]];B[qo]BL[32.7];W[ro]WL[85.1];B[ha]BL[50.0]OB[5];W[pk]WL[80.0];B[]BL[50.0]OB[5];W[ac]WL[76.8];B[ae]BL[50.0]OB[5];W[]WL[76.8];B[]BL[50.0]OB[5]TW[aa:ba][cb][nj:nk][hk:hl][jk:jn][kk][mk][rk:sk][al:as][cl:gm][sl:so][bn:bs][dn:do][gn:ho][eo:fs][io:ip][cp:cs][hp][hr:js][lr:mr][ds][gs]TB[ia:ie][ja:la][na][ra:sa][kb:mc][ob:qc][sb][jc][ld:lf][qd:rd][de:di][ge:gi][he:hh][ke][me:oe][af:ah][cf:ch][ef:ei][ff:fh][mf:nf][pf:rg][bg:bi][ng][sg][rh][mn][oo][qr:sr][rs:ss]C[lzrby [5k]: Well donelzrby [5k]: Wowlzrby [5k]: What an incredible gameokayGO [3k]: nice game, tahnkslzrby [5k]: Thank you for taking the timeokayGO [3k]: what happened?lzrby [5k]: No idealzrby [5k]: It went back to move 198lzrby [5k]: ?lzrby [5k]: This was the hardest game I've ever playedlzrby [5k]: Thank you for thislzrby [5k]: Really appreciate itokayGO [3k]: :-)okayGO [3k]: well donelzrby [5k]: I'm currently in PA actuallylzrby [5k]: But leaving SaturdayokayGO [3k]: obviously I overplayed...I should not have lost the bottom leftlzrby [5k]: Nah I think you were fineokayGO [3k]: CUlzrby [5k]: See ya[honestly, I'm actually quite proud of this game even though I lost. To keep playing after getting the entire top right killed, and then coming up with a plan that actually worked, and then almost catching up at the end.. that takes guts, skill, creativity, reading, etc etc. I did well :) And it was the longest and hardest game I've ever played... So crazy. Fully in it]])(;W[en]WL[504.4]))(;W[gn]WL[585.6]C[lzrby [5k]: Oopslzrby [5k]: misclick]))(;W[ib]WL[1324.2]))